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on day ten p.m. I remember the first time to realize that stretch my breasts. This is unüberfühlbar ! Even otherwise I could burst, not only the breasts but also on the belly. Exposure of the medication? I realize that the hormones play for, that I'm taking myself that I'm already pregnant. But it would the breasts stretch? The fertility and pregnancy forums have become my daily companion and I enjoy browsing for contributions to breast, clamping and early pregnancy. My search ends with the following result: There are enough explanations for this that I am pregnant and also enough about it. The desire of my heart for a positive response every time is abruptly dismissed from my brain, because it might reach the conclusion that only the blood test is the twenty-ninth day of the cycle provide a clear result. Until the blood test we have seven days. Seven days!

Because I must distract myself somehow, I visit my sister tonight. Since we both hunger, I suggest that you get a delicious Turkish pizza at the fast food we trust. In brief, I wonder if this is the right food for pregnant women, and come to the conclusion that a Turkish pizza contains enough fiber and many vitamins. Once in the Imbisbude, I give until my order and then have enough time to look around. In addition to the salad bar sits a woman with a stroller and feeding her infant with kebab ingredients. "The little one is all! Kebabs, Turkish pizza, even tzatziki." Tells me the man who prepared my food. "Aha!" I think "go together well." The man, who ordered before me his two chicken kebabs, says, "My are one and three years old and they love your kebabs." Both men laugh and then it comes sly for me: "And you have, and children" I asked the man behind the counter. Now all eyes are on me.

I hate this situation and it is far too often in my life. What I'm saying? "No, I'm (still) no children." This gives you always seem to suspicious look, and people think: "Aha, selfish Karriereweib the wishes to achieve at ease themselves..", Or something simpler: "Well, girls, remember, your clock is ticking," or "The may have not gotten, want to hear it due to her or him "Uahhhh


Since none of the truth: something is wrong with it." Perhaps, however, are fellow sufferers with advanced fertility among Imbisbudenbesuchern and they think "? I say finally, "It's just a baby on the way!" and add one plagued with a smile, "I do not know yet whether it is a girl or a boy." At that moment I decide never to go in this fast-food restaurant.

When my Turkish pizzas are ready and I will just flee through the door into the open, I notice a small pull in my lower abdomen. I think briefly held, forget everything around me and wonder to myself: "My dear little ones, are you still there?"

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Today is the twenty-first day of the cycle, and since my transfer are only two working days have passed. Nevertheless, I think already this morning the statement of the fertility clinic in the mailbox before. "They are pretty fast." I think . The accounts must have been sent out on the date of transfer or the next day when the mail brings me today. The smile of the Doctor and his assistant are suddenly a bitter aftertaste. Five bills are now on our kitchen table, which we expected but all that make up all at once but more than our bank account can handle right now. I remember now aware of only because I have signed for all treatments on the day of puncture . The ICSI-treatment, freezing, assisted hatching, and two blood tests.

Somehow I had it ignores the last three weeks that the infertility treatment is not only an emotional burden, but also a financial one. The hormones, which I had already bought in the pharmacy, have been completely empty our bank account and since the month has unfortunately four weeks, until next week come back fresh money. Small frown lines set on my face. I put the bills to which the carpenter and the city that gave me missed a ticket for illegal parking, and hope that the next content is higher in a miraculous manner than usual

When I just by the accounting batch turn away, I feel a very slight twitching in the lower abdomen. "What was that?" Do I know that feeling already? "I ask myself silently. No, on such a twitch in the vicinity of the uterus, I can not remember and dragging before or during the menstrual period this had no similarity. I log in on my computer and browse the Internet. It is incredibly difficult, the right keywords to find, for twitching and pulling plus pregnancy, provides all possible outcomes but only for five and later weeks of pregnancy. What the hell, because you could feel it in week three and four.

And finally I find an explanation that sounds plausible: "The uterus expands during early pregnancy, some women take this as a pulling or jerking true in the lower abdomen.." "That must be it!", I think and remember my heart beating faster. "In the early days, the sex, hair and eye color is determined," I continue to read. Although I do not want it, I'm considering whether the child is more like my husband or myself would come and how it would look good. I force myself to discard the idea again, because I know that this very idea of a sweet young is an exercise in despair when the pregnancy test is negative. For the blood test, it is still eight days. An eternity!

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